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ShaHnaZ Munavvarah Known as NaNaZ by the monkeys and donkeys in my life ;p 15 going on 16
Loving (though a lil' wacky) family consisting of my Humorous Father, Loving mother and amazing lil' sis The Most fantastic Friends *that I'll cherish and never be able to repay) make my Crazy Little world worth living in : ) Major Aim: Be a MusLiM ThroUgH and ThroUgh
ShaHnaZ Munavvarah Known as NaNaZ by the monkeys and donkeys in my life ;p 15 going on 16
Loving (though a lil' wacky) family consisting of my Humorous Father, Loving mother and amazing lil' sis The Most fantastic Friends *that I'll cherish and never be able to repay) make my Crazy Little world worth living in : ) Major Aim: Be a MusLiM ThroUgH and ThroUgh
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Sunday, October 08, 2006
***CrAzY Me***
Olla!!
Someone once told me that saying sorry is pathetic, like you are begging someone for forgiveness. Well, I Just have one thing to say, thats RubBish.
I say sorry to a person, because the person is WorTh it, and I do not want our friendship to be ruined because of something less worth it than our friendship.
But then I realised that if the person can say such a thing, than maybe the person isnt worth it.
But the thing is, the person was worth it, thAt's why i bothered saying sorry in the first place.
But what the person said really got to me.
Everyone looses it, gets stressed, speaks rubbish, and has regrets.
Yesyerday, I experienced this sudden wave of moodiness.
and i did all of the above.
Reason?
Well, this person called me called me a hypocrite, it was about a month ago, but ive never been called one before, and it really woke me up...
I never had the impression that i was a hypocrite, but for someone to go to the extend of calling me that, i must have hurt that person, quite badly.
Weird thing is, I havent a clue what gave that person the idea that i was..
But the person accidentally spilled a clue, something about competition
I didnt tell the person that, so the person ObViouSly heard it from someone else, and the person believed it.
That's what really gave me a blow...
Yesterday, like i was saying, i was in a mood that made me feel i was a HorRibLe, terrIble friend.
Four people came to my aid.
Four angels.
They didnt say that i was pathetic in saying sorry, some even thought there was no reason to.
These four loved me for who I was.
What they said, emailed and tagged me made me cry.
They are the ones that I would loose everything for no matter what.
Cuz they really deserve and earned the word friend.
I love you guys..so much
Thank YoU.. for being there and appreciating me for who i am.
posted @ 9:21 PM
***CrAzY Me***
Olla!!
Someone once told me that saying sorry is pathetic, like you are begging someone for forgiveness. Well, I Just have one thing to say, thats RubBish.
I say sorry to a person, because the person is WorTh it, and I do not want our friendship to be ruined because of something less worth it than our friendship.
But then I realised that if the person can say such a thing, than maybe the person isnt worth it.
But the thing is, the person was worth it, thAt's why i bothered saying sorry in the first place.
But what the person said really got to me.
Everyone looses it, gets stressed, speaks rubbish, and has regrets.
Yesyerday, I experienced this sudden wave of moodiness.
and i did all of the above.
Reason?
Well, this person called me called me a hypocrite, it was about a month ago, but ive never been called one before, and it really woke me up...
I never had the impression that i was a hypocrite, but for someone to go to the extend of calling me that, i must have hurt that person, quite badly.
Weird thing is, I havent a clue what gave that person the idea that i was..
But the person accidentally spilled a clue, something about competition
I didnt tell the person that, so the person ObViouSly heard it from someone else, and the person believed it.
That's what really gave me a blow...
Yesterday, like i was saying, i was in a mood that made me feel i was a HorRibLe, terrIble friend.
Four people came to my aid.
Four angels.
They didnt say that i was pathetic in saying sorry, some even thought there was no reason to.
These four loved me for who I was.
What they said, emailed and tagged me made me cry.
They are the ones that I would loose everything for no matter what.
Cuz they really deserve and earned the word friend.
I love you guys..so much
Thank YoU.. for being there and appreciating me for who i am.
posted @ 9:21 PM